first sunday without music lessons in a long time XD feels great to be home early. well. the studying part about this is not that great but anyways. i can finally stay until the end of cell and it's not even a 5th week! :) i'm still very distracted tho. altho i always tell myself i have about 40 odd days to Olvls but still..
there's just so much to do. and so little time. and everything is moving so fast. i can't wait for this to be over. then in 2 yrs i'll be doing this all over again. (if i go to a JC). is st andrews a gd sch? dad says its near our house so if i wanna go JC i can consider this one and not just ACJC.
maybe i'll aim for st andrews. but i don't even know the cut off. but since cheryl managed to get in that sch before she transfered to a JC near to her house, then i guess 11-12 is a gd guess of their cut off. sighs. if only my humans din suck like they do now. i mean. i totally planned out my core subs i wanna focus on and this is totally not working out properly.
so my L1R5 plan officially goes like this:
English (if i get a B3 like i did in prelims i'll be so damn happy already)
Maths: E.Maths (if i dun get A1 for this i will really go bang my head against a wall)
Science: Physics (i hope for a A2 XD)
Humans: Geog (same situation as english. even if i get a B4 i'll be damn happy)
2 Other: Chinese (A1 is already confirmed)
2 Other: Chem (? maybe a B3 or A2?)
as for Amaths and my SS/lit. i think i'll give up on those. but even so, my L1R5 is a 13-14!!! and that is if my english and geog even reach a B for the olvls. it was really a miracle that my summary saved my during my english prelims. as for geog, well, C6 is a miracle also.
i am really hoping my 2 science can pull me up. if my 2 science get an A1 each, then it pulls up my L1R5 to the 11-12 range. XD
my cousin couldn't get into ACJC because of one point so even tho 13-14 improve to 11-12 dun look like much, it's a heck load of difference btw. and yeah, i got 18 for my prelims. and i know u ppl who got like 20+ are reading this and going wat the heck is wrong with me. XD that because if i have no goal i can't work. i'll just crash and die. that's why i was so stressed becuz i din know wat i wanted to do after sec 4. u ppl all know where u want to go. i don't. still. even with the st andrews and ACJC thing. and ACJC even with affiliation, u have to have like 9 points before u even try (says my form teacher).
anyways. my head feels a lot clearer after typing out everything. XD
can't wait for next sunday :D
